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ONE HOLY NIGHT RESPONSE
The “prohibition” was the tacit “Don’t ask, don’t tell” policy of Chicanos regarding how they set
limits, respect, and address the desires of their bodies" (Colleen, 2012, para. 9).
Becoming a Women
Ixchel feels excited because of the new emotions she feels, but no one has directed her. She
does look for her answers with Boy Baby. He takes advantage of her in the worst way, he has
sex with her. He immediately leaves town. Ixchel becomes pregnant "Then Abuela made me
tell the real story of how the cart had disappeared, all of which I told this time, except for that
one night, which I would have to tell anyway, weeks later, when I prayed for the moon of my
cycle to come back, but it would not (Cisneros, 2004, pp. 424), and just like her own mother the
shame is too much for her grandparents to take, and they send her to live with family in Mexico.
If only Ixchel would have been taught about what love really is, and what sex is maybe she
would not have made such a big mistake. The Latino way is to not speak of these things, but
don’t they see that in a world full of all types of images they must explain these things, or the
wrong person will.
A Cycle
At the end of the story Ixchel is in Mexico with a large family. The older women take care of
her because she is pregnant. Sending her away just like they did to her mother did not teach her
anything. She still thinks she has experienced what love is, by lying down with a man. The man
is not only a child molester, but a murderer as well. The news of his eleven murders isn’t
enough for her to not refer to him as “the face I am in love with”(Cisneros, 2004, pg.426). She
compares love to an old man breathing in and out into a harmonica “wheezing in and out, in and
out, but nothing being played" (Cisneros, 2004, pg.426).