Connections
The Downward Spiral is very much one piece of art, with songs blurring into each other, the endings of some
happening in the first seconds of others. Lyrically, I Do Not Want This and The Becoming stand as some of the
most similar to Hurt. In the former, lines like “And oh so sick I am. And maybe I don’t have a choice, and maybe
that is all I have, and maybe this is a cry for help” Show his loss of hope, and his calling out, crying for others,
that still is left unanswered. In both songs he has an audience, someone he’s trying his best to communicate
with but is still left alone, “sick” and “upon his liar's chair.” The entire song is an expression of tension, torture,
and struggle to “Do something that matters,” as said in the song. He’s essentially voicing the same problems
which he presents a solution for in Hurt, being suicide. The Becoming shares this lyrical connection with Hurt,
such as in the line “all pain disappears,” which is scarcely different from “The feelings disappear,” found in Hurt.
This again shows a similarity in ideas being expressed, just at different stages. In The Becoming, he says
“Goddamn this voice inside my head, it wants me dead,” which akes hurt all the more harrowing. In The
BEcoming he was only becoming hopeless, becoming a man with a gun to his head. But his old self remained,
relegating the thoughts as a voice inside his head, not his conscious itself. This is where he is in Hurt, now fully
consumed by the “voice” until it's all he is, left hopeless and without no other choice that doesn’t leave him
dead. The voice won, Reznor lost.