Origins
Little is known of the early years of Sai Baba of Shirdi. Even his name is unknown as Sai
Baba is not an appellation in the usual sense. Sai is a term of Persian origin, usually attributed
to Muslim ascetics, meaning holy one or saint. Baba, on the other hand, is a Hindi term
attributed to respected seniors and holy men, and literally means "father". So the etymology
of Sai Baba means "holy father", "saintly father".
To the question, "Baba, who are you? From where did you come?" he replied: "I am the
Attributeless, Absolute, Nirguna. I have no name, no residence. He would also say the
following: "I am Parvardigar (God). I live at Shirdi and everywhere. My age is lakhs of years.
My business is chennai to shirdi flight packages to give blessings. All things are mine. I
give everything to everyone. I am in Gangapur, Pandharpur, and in all places. I am in every
bit of the globe. All the universe is in Me".
From a dualistic point of view, he would say: "I got embroiled by karma, and came in a body.
So I got a name and an abode. The Dehi, that is, the embodied, is my name; and the world is
my abode. Brahman is my father and Maya is my mother. As they are interlocked, I got this
body. The world is evanescent, mutable."
Sai Baba, from his very first appearance and throughout his life was commonly identified as a
Muslim. The name Sai contributes largely to this.The main resons for Sai's indentification as
a Muslim ascetic, at least in the beginning, were two: his dress style and the words he uttered
not in Marathi or Hindi, but were Persian or Arabic. The few photographs and haiography tell
us that Sai used to wear a long white robe, called kafni (or kaphan), and a white cloth around
his head in the style of Muslim ascetics. Moreover, the term Sai Baba used for referring to
himself was invariably faqir. This word, which literally means "a poor man" is commonly
applied to Muslim mendicants who wander about subsisting on alms.
Mhalsapathi, perhaps Sai Baba's closest devotee in the early days, stated that Sai Baba had
told him that he was a Brahmin from the village of Pathri, who had been entrusted to a fakir
in his infancy. At the time of his demise (called samadhi in India), Baba supposedly said, "My
fakir's wife left me chennai to shirdi flight packages with Venkusa. I stayed with him 12
years, and left. Venkasa had spent much of his time in pilgrimmages and performance of
sacred rituals. He was rich and liberal and encouraged righteousness, piety and study. Unlike
the majority of desh-mukhs and zamindars of the period who were known for cruelty and lack
of moral values, Venkusa is pictured as saintly and very much in pursuit of his ishtadevata,
his indwelling divinity. Young Sai is also reported to have said:
"For 12 years I waited on my Guru, who is peerless and loving. How can I describe his love
for me? When he was dhyanastha (in meditation trance) I sat and gazed at him. We were both
filled with bliss. I cared not to turn my eye upon anything else. Night and day, I poured on his
face with an ardor of love that banished hunger and thirst.
The Guru's absence, even for a second, made me restless. I meditated on nothing but the Guru,
and had no goal, no object, other than the Guru. Unceasingly fixed upon him was my mind.
Wonderful indeed, the art of my Guru. I wanted nothing but the Guru and he wanted nothing
but this intense love from me.
Apparently inactive, he never neglected me, but always protected me by his glance. That
Guru never blew any mantra into my ear. By his grace, I attained my present state".
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