customary low and mellow tones. "Of course it was folly to hope that
the blow could be much longer delayed, and if it had not come now
it must have come a little later." She paused, as if to crush down the
emotion which she found it so hard to keep back. "To-day, when you
asked me to reveal to you my life's secret, I told you that you knew
not what you asked, and for your own sake I refused to tell it you.
Now, however, you must be told. There is no help for it--would to
heaven there were! My poor boy, you are about to pass from the
land of sunshine into that of shadow, and it is my hand that perforce
must thrust you there."
"Mother," said Phil, a little proudly, "it seems to me that you
underrate both my strength and my courage. If you, a woman, have
been able uncomplainingly to carry this dark secret (whatever its
nature may be) all these years, why should you fear that I, a man,
may sink under the burden of it?" Next moment he was on his knees
in front of her and her arms were round his neck. "Forgive me," he
added, "I know that in this, as in everything, you have acted for the
best."
"Mine is a terrible confession for a mother to have to make to her
son," began Mrs. Winslade a few minutes later, when she and Phil
had in some measure recovered their composure. "As you are
aware," she went on, "I have never talked to you much about your
father. He died when you were about three years old, and to you he
is nothing more than a name."
"That is all, mother--a name. Whenever I have ventured to speak of
him, which has not been often, you have seemed so distressed, so
unaccountably put about, that I have refrained from questioning you
about him, and have been glad to turn our talk to other things."
"That I had ample cause for my reticence you will presently learn."
She paused, and sat gazing into the glowing embers in the grate for
what, to Phil, seemed a long time. Then she roused herself with a
sigh, and, turning her eyes full upon him, said slowly: "Do you