Hiding sadness behind a smile

People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is going to take away all the hurt and all the pain....well I've ...

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hurt until you have time to

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changed...who you've [ost along
the way... and how much of it is

your fault...when you finally
realized that what you end up
looking for is exactly what you left
behind...”

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strength to handle the pain,

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