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against the whales and the disaster of the shipwreck by uncannily and
le quite fantastically imagines it-—foating on
iso chanced, that … the coffn ife buoy shot lengthwise hora the
sea, fell over, and Roated by my side. Buoyed up by that cofín, for
almost one whole day and night, Roated on a soft and dirge-tike main
On the second day, a sail drew near, nearer, and picked me up at
last las the devious-ervising Rachel, hatin her retracing search after
her missing children, only found another orphan, (MD, 573)
De Man's future is foreshadowed, enigmatically and paradoxically
by doth the destinies of Ahab and of Ishmael. He at the same time dies
as Ahab and survives as Ishmael. He survives, that is, not as the same
but as a radically transformed Other: what survives is not the memory
of Ahab but the witnessing by Ishmael of the fact that Ahab's quasi-
suicidal death provides no resolution to the struggle, because Ahab
at the end becomes entangled with, and thus forever tied to, the very
body of the stricken whale, * "Oh, lonely death on lonely lite, ” mutters,
Ahab in his last breath.
“Ob, uo [feel my topmost greatness lies in my topmost grief. Ho, ho!
{rom all your furthest bounds, pour ye now in, ye bold billows of my
‘whole foregone te, and top this one piled comber ofmy death! Towards
thee | roll, thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I
grapple with thee; from hell heart {stab at tes... Sink ll coläns and
all hearses to one common pool! and since neither can be mine, let me
then tow in pieces, whlle still chasing thee, though tied to thee, thou
damned whale!” (MED, 571-572)
Nazi ideology had seemed.to offer a way out of political dead ends, a
clear historical direction, a black-and-white solution, a cataclysmic
resolution. But Ishmael remains not with a solution but with the
irreducible ambiguity of the apocalyptic struggle. Ishinael's vision, or
his vantage point, is thus different both from that of Ahab and trom
his own before the shipwreck and his own solitary survival.
*"And | only am escaped alone to tell thee;'” reads, quoting from
Job Melville's conclusion of Moby-Dick, opening the epilogue of
in these words hom Job 1:6, a witness and the sole survivor f catatrophe
cames infor Job about the ls of everything be once owned or ad, eluding is
le and children, Borrowing these very words Ishmael, turn a the soe survivor
nd the only witness tothe shipwreck, “escaped alone” and his testimony the text
‘toby Dick vil be market by és radical “alonenes" of his postion a a isis
No one bears mess for the witness,” weites Paul Cela. And yet, the witness is
escaped alo lo tel thee," to tl, other words, what he alone can henceforth tl,
rote precy for he oneness ola corpse sunk in te oven. With what ange,
‘with what silence, wil blue! be able to speak fo, speak from witha, the very
Fume of that corpee, and ye, o alo ay te engen ois own survival i a con
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Ishmael's narrative. In the same way, de Mar
forever tied up with the whale, survives, like Ishmael, in order to
henceforth position both his silence and his later discourse precisely
in the very core of lshmaels doubleness of vision, in his inside know
edge of the compellingly seductive and radically delusional quality of
the event, and in his later vision of the entanglement and the complic=
ity, of the bankruptcy of all conventional historical divisions and the
blurring of all boundaries. It is no longer possible to distinguish
between heroes and knaves, regeneration and destruction, deliver-
ance and entanglement, speeches and acts, history and faith, idealistic
faith and (self-)deception, justice and totalitarianism, utmost barba-
rism and utmost civilized refinement, freedom of will and radical
euslavement to historical manipulations and ideological coercions.
Indeed, in his afterlife as Ishmael, in his later writings and his teaching,
de Man, | would suggest. does nothing other than testify to the com-
plexity and ambiguity of history as Holocaust. Like Ishmael rejoining
life by floating on a coffin, like Ahab struggling and forever tied up
with the whale, de Man will bear witness, in his later writings, to the
Leviathan of a historical complexity with which his testimony will
remain forever wrestling, in an ongoing testimonial struggle to which,
the writings testify, there is no end and from which, they tell us, there
is no possible escape.
like Ahab wrestling and
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‘Why, then, did de Man not choose, like Ishmael, to tel his story it—
as Lam here suggesting—his afterlife was dedicated to bearing witness
to its lesson?
Because the story is not simply over, known or given, ina totalizing
‘overview of what happened in the past; and because the act of bearing
‘witness can itself be—as de Man has learned from his war experi-
ence—an illusory endeavor. The young Paul de Man who was writing
for Le Soir believed himself to be a witness to the history of his time,
‘of which the journalistic writings were meant to be the testimonial
records, as their very titles indicate: “Testimonies on the War i
‘Covered wits Insriptions, which thus keaps him afloat not merely onthe ägıre ofthe
grave but on the life-giving Agur of wing? “And Lonis um escaped alone to tell
thee”