TAJoMARu'sCoNFESSION
Ikilledhim,butnother.Where'sshegone?I
can'ttell.Oh,waitaminute.Notorturecan
makemeconfesswhatIdon'tknow.Nowthings
havecometosuchahead,Iwon'tkeepanything
fromyou.
YesterdayalittlepastnoonImetthatcouple.
Justthenapuffofwindblew,andraisedher
hangingscarf,sothatIcaughtaglimpseofher
face.Instantlyitwasagaincoveredfrommy
view.Thatmayhavebeenonereason;shelooked
,likeaBodhisattva.AtthatmomentImadeupmy
JmindtocaptureherevenifIhadtokillherman.
Why?Tomekillingisn'tItmatterofsuch
greatconsequenceasyqumightthink.Whena
womaniscaptured,hermanhastobekilled
anyway.Inkilling,IusetheswordIwearatmy
side.AmItheonlyonewhokillspeople?You,
youdon'tuseyourswords.Youkillpeoplewith
yourpower,withyourmoney.Sometimesyou
killthemonthepretextofworkingfortheir
good.It'struetheydon'tbleed.Theyareinthe
bestofhealth,butallthesameyou'vekilled
them.It'shardtosaywhoisagreatersinner,.
youorm~.(Anironicalsmile.) . \
ButitwouldbegoodifIcouldcapturea\
womanwithoutkillingherman.So,Imadeup
mymindtocaptureher,anddomybestnotto
killhim.Butit'soutoftheguestiononthe
,"
Yamashinastageroad.SoImanagedtolurethe
coupleintothemountains.
Itwasquiteeasy.Ibecametheirtrllvelingcom.-
panion,andItoldthemtherewasanoldmound
inthemountainoverthere,andthatIhaddugit
openandfoundmanymirrorsandswords.Iwent
ontotellthemI'dburiedthethingsinagrove
behindthemountain,andthatI'dliketosell.
themnt"lowpricetonnyonewhowouldcnro!
tohavethem.Then•••yousee,isn'tgreedter-'
rible?Hewasbeginningtobemovedbymytalk
beforeheknewit.Inlessthanhalfanhourthey
weredrivingtheirhorsetowardthemountain
withme.
Whenhecarneinfrontofthegrove,Itold
themthatthetreasureswereburiedinit,andI
askedthemtocomeandsee.Themanhadno
objection-hewasblindedbygreed.Thewoman
saidshewouldwaitonhorseback.Itwasnatural
for.hertosayso,atthesightofathickgrove.
Totellyouthetruth,myplanworkedjustasI
wished,soIwentintOthegrovewithhim,leav-
ingherbehindalone.
Thegroveisonlybambooforsomedistance.
Aboutfiftyyardsaheadthere'sarather~pen
clumpofcedars.Itwasaconvenientspotformy
purpose.Pushingmywaythroughthegrove,I
toldhimaplausibleliethatthetreasureswere
buriedunderthecedars.WhenItoldhimthis,
hepushedhislaboriouswaytowardtheslender
cedarvisiblethroughthegrove.Afterawhilethe
bamboothinnedout,andwecarnetowherea
.numberor"cedarsgrewm:arow.Assoonaswe
gotthere,Iseizedhimfrombehind.Becausehe
wasatrained,sword-bearingwarrior,hewas
quitestrong,buthewastakenbysurprise,so
therewasnohelpforhim.Isoontiedhimup
totherootofacedar.WheredidIgetarope?
Thankheaven,beingarobber,Ihadaropewith
me;sinceImighthavetoscaleawallatany
mOl~1ent.Ofcourseitwaseasytostophimfrom
callingoutbygagginghismouthwithfallen
bambooleaves.
WhenIdisposedofhim,Iwenttohiswoman
andaskedhertocomeandseehim,becausehe
seemedtohavebeensuddenlytakensick.It's
needlesstosaythatthisplanalsoworkedwell.
'Thewoman,hersedgehatoff,carneintothe
depthsofthegrove,whereIledherbythehand.
Theinstantshecaughtsightofherhusband,she
drewasmallsword.I'veneverseenawomanof
suchviolenttemper.IfI'dbeenoffguard,I'd
havegOtathrust: inmyside.Idodged,butshe
keptonslashingatme.Shemighthavewounded
medeeplyorkilledme.ButI'mTajomaru.I
managedtostrikedownhersmallswordwithout
drawingmyown.Themostspiritedwomanis
defenselesswithoutaweapon.AtleastIcould
satisfymydesireforherwithouttakingher
husband'slife.
Yes,..•withouttakinghislife.Ihadnowish
tokillhim.Iwasabouttorunawayfromthe
grove,leavingthewomanbehindintears,when
shefranticallyclungtomyann.IIIbrokenfrag-